In that moment, I wanted to tell you everything, but I lost myself in the curls of your hair that go on and on and on, in the cresting and waving of your deep breaths, in the subtle cracks of your warm hands, and I willed myself to stay awake, that I may never lose that moment the way I knew I would lose you.
I hid myself in the crook of your neck and waited.
Until then, I am speechless.